Well, I did it. I was able to move through being disappointed about the dude and give encouragement to my friend to not let his height be a deal breaker for her. He’s really a good guy. I felt better toward the end of the convo b/c I was kind of paying it forward or depositing into my good karma account.
Moving on…
I’m currently unemployed and trying to manage this “quarter life” crisis I’m in. Sometimes their are good days, bad days, and neutral days. I’m filling out job apps and wondering what I’m really qualified to do. Yes, I worked throughout college but how do I turn that into a set of real skills. I won’t lie, I slept walked through alot of college. I did no internships or really got involved in any clubs. It’s kind wack when I think back about it. But I’m trying not to beat myself up. But God it’s hard.
In other news….
I’ve been saying for the past month that I was going to clean out my room but I’ve yet to do it. I don’t understand. I used to say “gonna clean” and I’d do it. I’m trying to figure out this lack of motivation to clean a space I occupy 80% of the time. Gotta do better.
Lastly…
This eating healthy is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard. I really want a french fry right now. And some chips and ice cream and chocolate and a milk shake and everything that’s tasty but not good for me. *eats another bananna chip* WOMP.
~R
