Coming back….

It’s amazing what will bring you back to blogging. I gotta get this out and I’d rather not F.B, Twitt.er, Tu.mble any of it. This is a lil piece of internet that isn’t interconnected with all my other social networking.

So flashback to a couple of weekends ago, I participated in an MS walk in support of a friend. There was a guy, we’ll call him K, there who I thought was pretty cute. We had a mini convo, I gave him my biz card and said keep in touch. He said add him on f.b and I did. Now the card thing was  forward for me, b/c that’s not how I roll. As I walked away, I hoped he’d use my number on the card. He commented on some pics, a message or 2 was exchanged. Then there was this event a mutual friend, we’ll call her O, wanted to go to but needed a ride.

So I offer O a ride not knowing K was in the picture. Well she told me she’d let K know he didn’t have to take her. Well I thought that was my chance to just throw a mutual meeting out there. So I sent him a message letting him know I was taking her and it’d be great it he came out.

Fast forward to the point:

We had a great time. I kinda sensed there was more b/t them but I was so busy trying to make sure I was throwing SOME kind of “I like you” signal, that I wasn’t really looking. Well, I decided to go ahead and ask O if she and K were dating and she said no but they do like each other, she’s just trying to get over her height issues.

Well damn.

I’m not the type of person to force someone to like me or say “oh I’mma take him”. That’s bad karma. But dammit, when is it MY turn.

I have a firm philosophy that if a dude really likes you, he’ll let you know. I told my friend I wanted to let him pursue b/c then I’d know if he like me or not but noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo I had to be all, “it’d be great to see you”. *sigh* BUT on the other hand, I wouldn’t have known if I didn’t ask. But dammit, he’s a great guy.

*sigh*

SHIT.

~R